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My smile hides it all, but it also says a thousands things at the same time. Sometimes i feel like a clown with dramatic face paint hiding my true emotions. But its hard to keep a straight face when every little thing is breaking me into a million pieces. I know that nobody said life was easy, but nobody said it was going to be this hard. I wish I could be as care free ass those covergirls on tv. But its not and life is like one big emotional roller coaster that is ripping my inside out. I know sounds kind of over the top but with all the obsticles I've had to overcome and the heartache ive had to endure at such a young age its tough. I'm kind of ready to give up but than agian I want to find out what else this crazy, messed up and sometimes fun life has for me!