Hey Blogegrs,
Sorry its been like a couple days since ive posted anything. Ive been super busy. So ive been battleing with something for about 3 months now. I have this freind that Ive been bestfriends with since my jr year in highschool so that 5 years mayb 6. Anyways we were like the only two from are group to stay in touch and close. We use to do everything together and now things ahve totally changed. We text here and there but nothing special and i try to make plans but at the last minute she always cancels or spometimes I dont hear back at all. Its really sad because I dont have to many close friends like her that I thought I could count on. Ive been in my new place for over 2 months now and she hasnt been here once, Seriously what kind of bullshit is that! and its not like i havent invited her over cause I have several times. and when we text Im always like "I miss you its been so long we need to chill" and her response is :i knowwwww I miss you too" okay than how come you havent made the effort to come over and hang out? exactly I think the conclusion is were not that close of friends anymore. Latley when I ask her what shes up to shes always like oh nothing than why dont you come hang out and we can do somemthing and than she'll be like oh I have plans with Rachel who is a co-worker from her job that she supposivly hates so much. I just dont know anymore. We have been saying we want to take a raod trip and all of a sudden her and RAchel are planning one and did she bother to invite me???? NOPE like does that even make sence. not to me it doesnt. so latley Ive kind of just given up I dont text her I wait for her to text me and even then I dont have a full convosation with her its not worth is anymore,Sometimes I want to break down and cry over it but I honestly dont feel like its worth it at all. Im not a mean person so Im not gonna bad mouth her but I feel like the reason why shes hanging with this other girl from work is because she doesnt know who she wants to be in life and shes just going around and trying out each personality she can shadow. There was this girl named Taylor from her job and she was like good friends with her and now she doent even talk to her anymore i know i have a weird look on my face too just thinking about it. I dont know anymore but I dont think Im gonna get invloved anymore. I have my boyfriend , my sister , my cousin jeva, and now my long lost cousin ALYSSA is back in the picture and it feels like old times. My life is great and i dont want anyone in it messing it up and making it like their own, a big confused MESS!
Sunday, February 19, 2012
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
Hey Bloggers and my loving boyfriend,
When two people meet is it fate or just a coincidence? In my opinion its fate, I believe that everything happens for a reason. Unless of course science is to blame. Two strangers who grab for the same box of Captain Berry Crunch is fate, when two people get the same job and become co-workers and later best friends its fate. Everything that happens to us is fate weather you believe in god or not. There is someone watching over you and making sure what happens happens and that's it. It was a day at the mall with my besties when i was kind of introduced to a group of guys. Among them was the man i close my eyes with every night. It was fate that I was at the mall the same day as he was. Im telling you everything happens for a reason its FATE!.
Its 1020 and I;m tired good night bloggers and BAbe love you!
When two people meet is it fate or just a coincidence? In my opinion its fate, I believe that everything happens for a reason. Unless of course science is to blame. Two strangers who grab for the same box of Captain Berry Crunch is fate, when two people get the same job and become co-workers and later best friends its fate. Everything that happens to us is fate weather you believe in god or not. There is someone watching over you and making sure what happens happens and that's it. It was a day at the mall with my besties when i was kind of introduced to a group of guys. Among them was the man i close my eyes with every night. It was fate that I was at the mall the same day as he was. Im telling you everything happens for a reason its FATE!.
Its 1020 and I;m tired good night bloggers and BAbe love you!
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
Hey bloggers,
Happy Valentines Day! it started with a trail of pink and red rose petals and ended with a goodnight kiss. I love this man more than life it self. He is amazing in so many ways. Every time I see his face, hear his voice or feel is touch I fall in love all over again. Hes been putting a smile on my face for the past 2 and a half years. And I know there are many more years in store for us. We've had our ups and downs but in the end were even stronger than we were before. Hes my everything and I cant picture myself with anyone else but him. And i hope he knows that. I will be honest its not about the gifts he gives me or all the attention he shows me. Its those moments when im just sitting next to him while hes playing his game and im starring right at him and he doesn't even realize it, his face is so innocent and priceless. He always looks so happy and than there comes that pause in the game and he looks over at me and smiles and that right there is why I love him so much. no matter how into something he is he always finds a way to acknoledge me. I love you Mr. Reinaldo Josue Rivera always and forever.
Happy Valentines Day! it started with a trail of pink and red rose petals and ended with a goodnight kiss. I love this man more than life it self. He is amazing in so many ways. Every time I see his face, hear his voice or feel is touch I fall in love all over again. Hes been putting a smile on my face for the past 2 and a half years. And I know there are many more years in store for us. We've had our ups and downs but in the end were even stronger than we were before. Hes my everything and I cant picture myself with anyone else but him. And i hope he knows that. I will be honest its not about the gifts he gives me or all the attention he shows me. Its those moments when im just sitting next to him while hes playing his game and im starring right at him and he doesn't even realize it, his face is so innocent and priceless. He always looks so happy and than there comes that pause in the game and he looks over at me and smiles and that right there is why I love him so much. no matter how into something he is he always finds a way to acknoledge me. I love you Mr. Reinaldo Josue Rivera always and forever.
Friday, February 10, 2012
This is what ive been waitiwng for BABYY!
Hey Bloggers its a weekend to be free, let loose and have fun with the ones I love most. Gonna have some fun tonight for my cousin from another bloodlines 20th birthday. We are all getting so old its crazy how the last 2 years has really flown by. Im loving that im 21 and now I finally get to enjoy it so happpy..... ! Well I have to get ready people love and peace. lol
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
Hey Bloggers,
I've been working on a little something nothing big but maybe one day it will be. I really love to write its always been a passion of mine. It all started when I was about 13 years old and my sister Jessica and I had a poem writing contest and I won. Ever since that contest I've been writing poetry and I love it. I mostly would write about myself or things that were going on in my life at the time, or my past. I even had a poem published when I was 15 it was the most amazing thing that had ever happened to me. Writing was like my savior from all the chaotic business going on around me. Growing up I was a very stressed out kid, preteen, and teenager and today as an adult I"ve accumulated even more. So writing also became my own form of therapy. I was diagnosed with Bulimia at the age of 12. I know why so young that's how deep, and serious my stress was. Writing helped me out and I will forever be grateful to it. Anyways before I get even more into a subject that I am not ready to disscus let me get back on track. So my big idea is I would love to write a childrens book. Sound good? I think so I love children Ive always loved being around children and I have an imagination to match. Children are our future right. So why not embrasse them. I do everyday at work, I am a very happy employee at World of Learning in Burlington, MA. I love my job I wake up every morning excited to get there and jump right into morning circle which is later followed by my all time favorite project time. I dont think there is another human being that loves being around and with children as much as me. Anyways again falling off track I do that a lot. So you guys are the only ones that know this. And my loving boyfriend will soon know when I tell him or if he decides today he wants to read my blog LOL. Well time to start dinner I think but ill be back later maybe?!
I've been working on a little something nothing big but maybe one day it will be. I really love to write its always been a passion of mine. It all started when I was about 13 years old and my sister Jessica and I had a poem writing contest and I won. Ever since that contest I've been writing poetry and I love it. I mostly would write about myself or things that were going on in my life at the time, or my past. I even had a poem published when I was 15 it was the most amazing thing that had ever happened to me. Writing was like my savior from all the chaotic business going on around me. Growing up I was a very stressed out kid, preteen, and teenager and today as an adult I"ve accumulated even more. So writing also became my own form of therapy. I was diagnosed with Bulimia at the age of 12. I know why so young that's how deep, and serious my stress was. Writing helped me out and I will forever be grateful to it. Anyways before I get even more into a subject that I am not ready to disscus let me get back on track. So my big idea is I would love to write a childrens book. Sound good? I think so I love children Ive always loved being around children and I have an imagination to match. Children are our future right. So why not embrasse them. I do everyday at work, I am a very happy employee at World of Learning in Burlington, MA. I love my job I wake up every morning excited to get there and jump right into morning circle which is later followed by my all time favorite project time. I dont think there is another human being that loves being around and with children as much as me. Anyways again falling off track I do that a lot. So you guys are the only ones that know this. And my loving boyfriend will soon know when I tell him or if he decides today he wants to read my blog LOL. Well time to start dinner I think but ill be back later maybe?!
Monday, February 6, 2012
Hey Bloggers,
Today has been a hectic but fun filled day. Im running on 3 hours of sleep i know what your thinking how the hell is she still going.? Lol im trying to figure out the same thing. I came home cleaned my home helped my sister with her taxes cooked some dinner and even found time to dye my hair! I know im kind of like super women. Anyways the day is coming to an end and im sitting here starring at my wodnerful boyfriend. Hes so cute playing his game and he has his head set thingy on and hes like screaming its so funny he thinks hes talking regular but he really isnt. well time for bed goodnight bloggers. Omfg he wants to read my blogs idk guys. lol =]
Today has been a hectic but fun filled day. Im running on 3 hours of sleep i know what your thinking how the hell is she still going.? Lol im trying to figure out the same thing. I came home cleaned my home helped my sister with her taxes cooked some dinner and even found time to dye my hair! I know im kind of like super women. Anyways the day is coming to an end and im sitting here starring at my wodnerful boyfriend. Hes so cute playing his game and he has his head set thingy on and hes like screaming its so funny he thinks hes talking regular but he really isnt. well time for bed goodnight bloggers. Omfg he wants to read my blogs idk guys. lol =]
Sunday, February 5, 2012
#1
My smile hides it all, but it also says a thousands things at the same time. Sometimes i feel like a clown with dramatic face paint hiding my true emotions. But its hard to keep a straight face when every little thing is breaking me into a million pieces. I know that nobody said life was easy, but nobody said it was going to be this hard. I wish I could be as care free ass those covergirls on tv. But its not and life is like one big emotional roller coaster that is ripping my inside out. I know sounds kind of over the top but with all the obsticles I've had to overcome and the heartache ive had to endure at such a young age its tough. I'm kind of ready to give up but than agian I want to find out what else this crazy, messed up and sometimes fun life has for me!
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